I am back at work and it hasn't been too bad. I have a great boss! The first thing he did is come up with a plan for me that was different then the things I was doing before. He left it wide open for me to do whatever I needed to slowly get back in the groove. God bless you John! I'm not sure if I could have done it any other way, God is still carrying me through. I have been cooking evening meals lately and that is a very different role for me. The kids eat the food which is a good sign since they are fairly picky. They are still thriving though they have their breakdowns just like me from time to time. Mya fell in the shower tonight and it scared me to death because of the scream she let out. Those of you with kids understand the difference between a complaining cry and a serious one. This one was no doubt serious. She had hit the bathtub spout right behind her ear hard enough to for it to bleed a little. She was so proud to show Tate the blood on the toilet paper. She calmed down quickly and went to sleep without a problem so it turned out all right. Of course there was a "Hello Kitty" band aid that brought the most comfort. Life is happening again and it is starting to feel a little different. The new normal is on its way...